first sem break of my life! yay

so hey. i never hang around to talk about my post spm life huh?
well im back, for a while. imma write what i can in one post. get ready for one hell of a post yeah? hahah.

life as a secondary school student was something that i enjoyed. all the dramas, laughters, tears, deep old conversations, crushes and all.. it have been one hell of an experience. shikin, kak aina, 2kekwa, 3dahlia, 4anggerik and 5kekwa, maths clinic, mtd, bigbang and being a prefect is something i will eventually forget but i do enjoyed going through them.

but now all of that is in the past. im not a secondary student anymore, i am a foundation student. in law.
and im enjoying every moment of it ! :D

hahah, never imagined myself as a law student. i've always sees myself in literature, but apparently Allah have other plans for me so yeah, i took law and i must say that i love every second of it. all the books, the cases and slightly hate the jurists but still as a whole, LAW ROCKS.
:D

my classmates are beyond amazing. They are smart, caring, beautiful, handsome, geniuses, psychotics(hahah), and everything nice. they are actually amazing in everyway :) it has been an honour to meet them and to have them as my classmates. funny thing is, even as i'm studying law, my classmates constantly be my inspiration to write. i have a few favorite pairings in class. two actually, haha, but yeah, they are not couples but they have such an awesome friendship i cant help myself to see scenes :D not only them, infact the whole class constantly became my inspiration. its CRAZY! but i thank Allah for giving me the chance to write even while im trying to memorize what was Blackstone opinion in LW012. hahah.

it kind of sucks though, cause i cant help but to remember daily what shikin and i used to promise back before we fall rock bottom. we're suppose to be by each other's side right now. help each other out on things. but fate werent on our side. i must say i do get jelly at times, seeing people with someone they called bestfriend but hey. its okey, cause atleast we're talking again, and life goes on, right? :)

kak aina is still around. and that still amazes me up to this day. hahah. comeon lah. kak aina kot. aku berhempas pulas struggle masa form five end up contact sampai sekarang. hahahXD but again, alhamdulillah. its nice to still have a sisterly figure, you know :)

im still having dreams, but its getting better. and i havent do things for 5months(and counting i hope) now. yes, only 5months but im proud of myself ^^ susah okay nak quit something yang kau dah buat since 8tahun, dapat stay clean for 5months is an accomplish im super proud of okay :D i have to limit my therapy sessions there in shah alam but i can manage just fine :) had some trouble sleeping but i can cope still :)
honestly though, its hard to do things when you are surrounded by roommates and spends most of your time with your classmates. hahah, but hey, thanks to them im 5months free of things. thank you guys! hahah.

iknowthiswrong, but i can feel myself getting attached to my classmates, but honestly, they are my first friends in my life as a foundation student and im a sucker for first times. like it or not, they will always stuck in my life history. just like, yunni as my first and only cat, mimi from tadika sri intan, hasanah from mgps kuantan, fatin and iqa from convent cameron highland, nazreen as my first crush, saiful as the first guy i slapped <-gasp haha.=""> mitchel easter bell in st mary sarawak, ivy maria markos and my first sleepover, nasyrah in st mary secondary, aby in puteri ampang, adila as my senior in prefectorial board, kak shikeen as the first person i consider sister, rishka as my first adik angkat, kak aina as my first kakak angkat, petrosains as my first job and now, LWP01B as my first classmates in my journey as a university student :) im getting too attached but i think its okay :) 

what else am i missing here? hmm. thats all i suppose. 
 i'm doing okay so far. petrosains volunteer will always be one of my dream job, and writing will always be my passion but sometimes, we have to let go things to make us a better person, no? and i am looking forward to be in the law business. hihi :D

yeah, over all i'm doing great. ilovemynewfriends, imissmyoldfriends, and alhamdulillah, praise to Allah for giving me such an amazing adventure :)