just dont lose me okay. :p

rain drop like bullets against the rooftop. 
thunder filled the sky with ever loud groan and lightning colored the sky with white flashes. 
yet one boy sits quietly on the veranda, letting himself showered with the rain. 


his eyes sets on the view infront of him. with a huge villa, the view from the veranda was superb. despite the atmosphere being gray due to the lack of sunshine, it is still beautiful with the contrast of green from the garden below and blue from the lake across the yard. 


slowly, his young mind drifted to the past. with weather being almost the same, minus the heavy rain, everyone gathered at the dull and gloomy cemetery. again with lightning flashes, the event looked as if it was pulled fresh from a scary movie. when the whole formal occasion ended, people started to leave and one by one, man as well as woman dressed in black came to him. 


patting his back, they let out their sympathy. the ladies hugged him . they all offered to help him with anything but ofcourse he knew that they were all words. he cant count on those old friends of his parents. he is on his own now. 


his mind come back to the present and naturally is hands went to the hot tea on the table beside him. as he sipped the tasteless tea, his mind once again wonder to another event. 


"i cant. " she said with a weak voice. "i just cant anymore."
he remained silent, waiting for her to explain. "you are so... i dont know the word...but, it seems like you are DEAD !" she expressed. "i just cant be there with you. seeing your actions, hearing your voice, it just irritates me now. i just cant do it anymore." she let out with a loud groan and went to the door.


"stop." he said. his voice were soft yet full of authority. So she did. her steps were paused at the door knob. He walked to a old wooden cupboard across the huge hall, and opened a drawer. he pulled out  a thick envelope and walk towards the girl in bright red Gucci stiletto and hand it over to her. not waiting to hear she speak, he said. "this is your final salary from my mother and father. i found it few days ago and thought it should be given to you. thank you for your wonderful acts and fake presence. i really apreciate it. " he said with a small smile "you know the way out.help yourself" he added and walk away, leaving the young yet matured girl on the doorsteps. 


"he knew." she whispered to herself, clearly shocked but then shrugged it away as the huge amount of money is already in her hands. feeling happy, she walk away from the white villa, quietly thank his parents for hiring her in the first place. 


back to the present, he laugh to himself  at the memory. 
funny how your parents think you needed a girlfriend at such young age. someone said calmly.  
yeah. real funny. he agreed. 
and they actually bought her too. that someone continue. 
again, he agreed and nod his head. 
so, what are your plans now? since you are all alone.
so far, none. i just want to clear my mind off you know. he said quietly. 
you are not getting younger. what about your studies? we both know that you are too young to handle your father's company. 
 i'll think about it soon. he sighed, tired of thinking about the loneliness he's currently facing. 
whatever it is, you know that i will be by your side.just dont lose me okay. 
he laughed loudly. how could i lose you. YOU ARE MY THOUGHTS ! 
exactly. that someone said and he fell silent. 
he's losing it. two weeks since he lost his loved ones, he's already losing it. 


to be continued. too long. not good for you readers. :)