slowly, my thoughts and habit began to change.
so many things have happened this january. so many tears have fall and some threatened to hit the ground.
and i am scared if one day, it is all too much and i might break down like i did last year.
sometimes, its better to lie than to tell the truth. no matter how i longed for your comfort, i cant do that to you anymore. i am not as strong anymore.
the wall that i have build with so much effort have fallen last few days ago. and till this day, the pain still lingers.
the pins keep on poking yet the balloons never popped. it just keep on poking and poking.
a never ending pain.
zaen kasturi is awesome. idola was awesome. :)
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