Saturday, April 2, 2011

my intan payung gunung ledang.. hee:DD



THIS IS MY SISTER!! me BELOVED SISTER! her name is yunni!


comel kan?? hee~ believe it or not that cat upthere is actually 12 years old. hee~ and yeah...we grow up together. isnt she super adorable?? heheh...i love her sooo much! thought i should share it with you guys. honestly, without her, i dont know how will i ever survive..no kidding. she knows everything about me. and thank god she cant talk or else..keke...but its kindda frusterating cause imagine having a 12 years old sister but you cant even ask her to fetch you water or even help you to switch on the aircond..haizz...still, I LOVE MY SISTER! SO MUCH...SUPER DUPER MUCH!

one more picture to show you ot how CUTE MY SISTER IS~ hehe


heee~ i love my sister....*sigh*

ANYWAY! moving on.. im having another crisis right now.. gahh....as much as i tried to avoid the ques, everyone keep asking. "APAKAH CITA2 ANDA?"
ahh..its depressing. i was thinking about being a film director but uhh...like always, my mama wasnt too please with that type of stuff. "tak da gaji tetap" katanya.

haizz.... writer, ERROR. doctor, TOO MUCH STUDYING.ERROR. Director, ERROR. teacher, CANT IMAGINE MYSELF DOING THAT.

ahh....why everything must be soo complicated? arent AMBITION suppose to be easy? like when we were standard 1. when people asked what our ambition is, we would confidently speak up. "LAWYER, DOcTOR OR WHAT CRAP THEY WANNA BE"
what about now? why must things be sooooo john teshing hard? *SOOMPI TAUGHT ME THAT*

yes..my aim before this was just do my best and make sure i score all my tests but right now, it seems like i dont have that drive. the only drive/ motivation for me to keep practicing freaking add maths is to get my only chance to go to BIG BANG CONCERT around this june. IF ITS true.

thats all. what will happen once the concert ends? what will my drive be? honestly, im in crisis. again. i dont know what my ambition is. is that normal? gahh...

i love something that has got to do with english and writing. my brain is not the type that love sitting alone for hours facing NUMBERS AND FORMULAES. i prefer looking and thinking about WORDS. BUT PLEASE do not ask why i enroll my self as a science stream student. right now, i dont even know it myself. D:

this is too depressing. atleast BIGBANG are cheering me up. they gonna release two new single next week..heehehe...i cant wait. SOOMPIERS are updating their FF too..and ahaha....i got four new messages last week. all new updates! hahaha...i was on top of the world. kekeke

and ohh! i have another news to tell. but maybe not now. its almost 4am. i should go to sleep. night peeps!
and i hope you lot like the new layout. i figured that most of my readers dont know how to navigate on my previous blog, so yeah...i picked out a regular on this time. hope you all love it and hey!! go on and watch the videos at my playlist kay.....everything there is about bigbang...kekekeke..

loads of lurve... thanks for reading!
xoxoxox

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