Saturday, April 2, 2011

my farewell.

will stop blogging for a month. i think. if i can. imma stop writing oneshots too. its because of my crisis. you know the ambition thingey.. im gonna try to quit writing. they say "minat boleh datang dan pergi" i hope my passion for writing fanfic since 5years ago would fade too.

why you asked? its mainly because i cant focus if i continue both. i LOVE WRITING FANFIC and if i dont stop myself, i might FAIL ALL MY TESTS! i already failed my first add math! i cant afford to fail the rest of them too. once im caught up with a story, im gonna stick to it. even in the midst of a FREAKING EXAM! and my family arent exactly allow me to persue any thing serious in writing and crap. not even directing.

ahh...i cried earlier. while peeling off my original story banners and posters.






i kept my files and note books away too. im giving them to shikin to keep. well, at least until everything is okay again. i tried to do writing ONLY when im free and to release stress but i cant. i cant help but to start constructing them in classes! im not focusing enough. i really need to stop. few people loved my oneshots and i am sorry to say that im gonna quit, if i can. so, espcially to amillia...chingu ah....mianhae. cheongmal mianhae. i will however start writing again but maybe around school holidays or something. just not now. sorry aite.

my target? starting from april forth, no more BLOGGING, SOOMPI, ONESHOTS AND FANFICS.
no more until april 30th.
thats my first target and if i manage to survive that long, i might extend it till may or june. we'll see.

so, for now. im gonna try to be a genius in ADD MATHS. im trying to develop that lurvee towards additional mathematics. wish me luck k.

thats all guys.

tomorrow will be my last day but it depends on my mood. i dont think i'll update anything tomoz so yeah...

SEE YOU WHENEVER I SEE YOU!
THANK YOU SOO MUCH FOR READING. SORRY THAT I WILL BE LEAVING BUT DO STAY TUNE. WHO KNOWS I MIGHT POP UP AND POST SOMETHING~KEKEKE...

love you guys and take care!!

pray for me k.

till next time, loads of lurve.
mrs CHOI SEUNG HYUN/ lollipopXD/ NUR AQILAH.

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