I WISH..

i wish i can write again.

of course i can write. almost everyone can. what i mean was write a fan fiction. a full fan fiction.

its hard to understand. it is certainly hard to swallow when i realize that my writing skills are lacking. i cant write as good as before. not that i was great back then but i was certainly better.

now, i just cant find the flow to express my emotions and construct beautiful words..it hurts.

i dont know what the hell happen but i just cant.

its sad to read my new works compared to my old ones. the new one is really really bad lahh! i cant even compose a FREAKING ONESHOTS NOW! gahh! this is stressful! all i can do is read all that wonderful oneshots in SOOMPI.COM.
how i wish i can do all that super writing again.

just wish i can again....