breathe please.

AISSHHHHH!!! 

YOU SEE! BIG BANG 2011 CONCERT! GAHH! I'M SUPER JEALOUS OF KVIPs!!

THEY'RE SO LUCKY!

>.<

AND BIG BANG HAVE RELEASED THEIR FORTH MINI ALBUM...so...i just wanna share it. 

CLICK HERE FOR AN AWESOME EXPERIENCE OF BIG BANG MUSIC!!!^^

THATS IT! I CANT STOP SPAZZING ON MY BOYS SO I'LL Post a poster i made for one of my stories. LOL at the word poster.

i dont know if it even count as one. haha... but i like it though.  have a peek..:DD

i made it differently! but somehow i forgot to save it and TAADAAA! i gotta make a new one. 

i'll try to reedit it when i have time kay..

anyway, this is my LAST PROPER WORK. 

its the last story i manage to describe beautifully.. 

TT.TT

and its my fav too~ ahhaha...

ITS NICE LAHH! *LOL, promote story sendiri nampak? haha*

its about choi seung hyun and ha jae kyung from boys over flowers. i know it sounds confusing and i'm sorry.

its somehow a mixture of fantasy and reality you see. i mean we all know that choi seung hyun is the idol from bigbang and to some k-drama lovers, you guys probably know ha jae kyung aka MONKEY. 

remember sunset glow? this is the sequence of that story. 

i'm not gonna post whether or not here. or anywhere even. atleast not yet. 

like i said before. my writing skills are lacking. and i dont want to give false hopes to myself by posting my stories. you know, just in case....i gotta let things go..

so i'm keepin it. 

for now. until i gain that momentum i'm looking for. 

life is getting more hectic than EVER!

gosh! f4 is so hard! being a prefect doesnt help much. well, the main cause of my headache actually. lol.

its kinda frustrating for me to duty now days. i aint telling much. but i will say this one thing.

to my readers out there, please understand us prefects.

we're not a group of jerks and ect.

we;re just doing our duties.

please understand. dont treat us like we're so evil. you guys have no idea how stressful it is for us to be a prefect.

the responsibilities and everything. it all fall on our shoulders okay...so please understand. we're not trying to be annoying by teguring you but that is what we have to do. we did not make up the rules, the ministry of education did so kalau you guys tak puas hati report kat sana lah! >.<

grr....im tired of all this. 

i'll try to stay strong and go through all of this but i'm wondering how far can i go before i finally fall down and hurt.

it seems to me that everyone is moving. gone. fly away. die. 

the things and people that always kept me intact slowly fading away into the darkness..

and leaves me nothing but depressions.

i gotta deal with my everything. 

will try my best to update weekly but cant promise kay..

thanks for reading.

take care.