the job.

so i didnt get the job.
i'm not disappointed though . i kinda saw it coming. i was too tense and urgh, being a head prefect kinda shaped me into someone with un-suitable personality at the work place i was applying for.
the post shaped me into someone so serious when i meet older people who is around my teachers age.
and as i waited outside the interview room, i cant see myself being one of the workers there.
so really, i dont care anymore. i just want to settle down to the new place as soon as possible.
i mean, really. what's the point of landing myself a job when i know for certain that i'll be gone in two weeks.
okay, so im not looking for a paycheck . that much is true but i hate to realise that even if i get the job, i will have new friends and after four years of not moving anywhere i dont think i can leave my friends as easy as i did few years back. easy to say, im out of practise with all this goodbies.
last year itself was horrible. i did not manage to deal with the departures of my seniors properly. So i really wasnt too keen on repeating the same thing to my NEW friends.
the school friends was fine. i bid them farewell long ago. i dont even care anymore. but i just cant imagine myself pulling away from the new peeps that i might be friends with if i get the job.
urgh, moving away every two years seem so much easier compared to now :(

i'm just glad that i didnt get the job. really :)