hi mrs cullen

i'm sorry. and i guess i owe you a thank you. 

i over reacted about your tweets and uhh.. i kinda got your text late. 

so yeap, maafkan sayaa kakak. 

i love you so much still. 

its just that things here is getting so hectic i kinda of lost myself  in one of these boxes. 

thank you for giving me those encouraging words.. 

it was nice to read it. and again im sorry for twitting stupid things . 

but i then i guess its hard for me and i dont want you to get hurt in any way. 

i'm getting on the right track with her now, i mean. its time to let her in dont you think..?

and i thought it was best if you dont know about it yet.  

so when your tweet had the name petrosains in it, i was so taken aback and i was scared. 

im sorry. 

im just sorry that you had to know at times like this

but since you already know, 

 i hope you are okay with it. 

i still love you, you know. 

you are the bella to my seth. 

and nothing is gonna change that. 

ps: thank you for texting me those words. it meant alot to me :) atleast now i can feel better at night . thank you