Dark waters.

Sea. They looked so calm it made me felt like i could walk on its surface. 

With every step i took, i felt my feet sank deeper into the sands. It felt like they were trying to stop me from going further. But the sea looked so tempting and i can hear it calling me. 

Wind brushed my face, making me smile

the water that first hit my ankle made me shiver, but i insisted on moving deeper. 

just a little deeper, i heard some one whispered so i did. 

i went deeper until it reached my waist. the water was bone chilling but the pain somehow felt good. 

so i went deeper, until the water reached my neck and i heard someone called my name,

the voice shouted my name again but i did not turn. The dark water was waiting for me. 

so i went deeper and eventually i was completely submerged. i felt the waves pulled me in closer to the bottomless pit and i smiled. 

bottomless pit sounded perfect for me. it certainly sounded better that the place that i have  lived in before. 

so i let myself fall. i let myself go down. 

my lung absorbed the salt water like sponges. The pain become unbearable but i did not want it to stop. 

for the last time, i opened my eyes and looked above. sun was shining through the waters and it looked so beautiful. i then forced my eyes to continue opened and look below. 

It was so dark, i could not see anything and i was scared. But i remind myself that i was the one who wanted this so i closed my eyes shut and took a lungful of salt water so i will sank deeper. And i did. 

until a hand reached mine, pulled me up, and made the sun kissed my pale face. 

The heat felt good compared to the meat freezing waters and that was the last thing that i remembered. 

The warm sun kissed my cold, motionless body.  

A.note:

this was inspired by the movie 'life of pi'  :) haha. 

so dark eh? urgh, it felt wrong writing it but idk. i dont even care. i just want to write. 

hope you guys are okay reading this. :) i will try to write something lighter next time okayy. 

lots of love.