Saturday, December 8, 2012

6 december was done, life goes on.


assalamualaikum, selamat sejahtera. 
my name is Nur Aqilah and i am a survivor of the evil 2012 SPM question papers. 
haha, but yeah. SPM IS DONE PEOPLE! IM DONE ! WITH SCHOOLS AND SHIT. 
well, atleast until uni starts ~ wee~

anyho, i re-read all my posts here and it hit me right across the face how crazy i was . my life here was so sad and the happy things was only written through my stories. urghh. its crazy. last year was crazy. 
also, as i re-read through i yet somehow manage to feel a little lost, and numb upon realizing that a chunk of my life since march or something untill today was not recorded in here. its like my memories of my final year as a student of AGS are not meant to be remembered. Its just sad and i felt a little lost. it was like my life ENDED on march. its just crazy and sad. 

however, moving on. 
there was a lot of things had happen through out this year. and i mean alot. one, for instance, i drop out from my previous class and move to another one. it was hard, but yay me, i manage to catch up. 
i met alot of people this year. not really but few made a huge impression from the first time i meet them. 
urgh.. just keep in mind that i made a lot of crazy decisions this year and i regretted a few of em but past is past and whats done is done. i am a proud head prefect in AGS and i realise who my real friends are and who cant stay when a hurricane came across our friendship. 
i lost a lot this year, i lost my best friend. i lost the love from my sisters and i lost a bit of myself too. but look at me. im still alive and amazingly smiling. 
once again i would like to say. MY NAME IS NUR AQILAH AND I AM A SURVIVOR OF 2012'S HARSH DAYS. 
:) 

now, lets truly move on shall we? :) 





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