am i really looking forward for it?

i am looking forward to work in my cubical until late nights.
driving my own car around town and have my own parking spot in my condominium parking lot.

i am looking forward for the harsh future.
the unbearable burden of works which i am certain that i'll love and the people i will meet.

i am looking forward for the unknown certainty of my future life

amazingly, i really am.