slip inside the eye of your mind, dont you know you might find, a better place to stay..~ :)

its funny how she and i have so much in common.
i dont know why i am still like this .
wondering endlessly about the way you think.

honestly i am waiting to see who'll give up first.
who will end up not caring a shit about things. about the past.
about this year.

i have a strong feeling that it would be you first. as always.
but im counting on myself too.

i will keep my promise
but really, i can feel that we will be drifted in our hectic daily life.
and i'm telling you forward now.. if i think that i am the only one who's trying hard, i will let go.
i will leave.. so please. dont do that.
again.


oh btw, hey mrs C. love you much. thank you for calling me last night :)

ps: snippet from my work at fanfic.net.

I grab her waist and put her on the kitchen counter. “YAHH!!”  she shouted but I quickly lock my eyes on hers and bring my face so close till there were only a little gap between us. Not breaking the eye connection, I whispered. “Please jae jae shi, you hand are badly cutted. I don’t want to hear you scream or hurt anymore worst that it already is. Besides," I paused and turn to the sink. “Doing dishes is my job anyway."

hahahaha.. its from chapter 7! 

^^

decided i'll try to finish the story no matter how long it takes.. which prolly around 5years. haha. but really, i want to finish that one. it will be my first fully completed chapter-ed story. so yeah.. doakan qila boleh buat k. :D

btw, lama tak dengar kau panggil aku ila. hahahaha.. sumpah rindu wieh. :DDDD

K.I.T tau! ^^ krm salam kat girl kau.