haish.

I CANT THINK STRAIGHT WHILE ANSWERING MY FUCKING CHEMISTRY BECAUSE OF YOU LOT. 

HAVE ANY OF YOU SEEN ME WHILE I'M OUT OF THE CLASS? WHEN I AM DOING MY DUTY?

YOU LOT JUDGE ME AND SAID THINGS AS IF I AM SO BAD. 

Yeah sure. i play alot. 

BUT IT WAS IN CLASS! 

NOT WHILE IM DUTY-ING. 

HAVE YOU SEEN ME HOW I LITERALLY SHOUT TO THE JUNIORS?

okay, look. i am not the type of person who cant take criticism but i cant absorbs things when you are doing things like that. 

GIVE ME ADVICE. I BEG FOR SOME. give me guidance on how to carry things out. teach me please but not through talking to other people. 

i dont consume human being and you lot are much older then me. why cant you just come and tell things to my face? 

bring me somewhere private and talk. BM teacher did that and as far as i am concerned, i reacted just fine. 

in fact i remember each and word she said.  you guys wanted me to be like someone who is not me. 

i understand that you guys wanted the best for me but tell me how. 

teach me how to be someone better. dont just tell me to do this and that, teach me too please. 

saya budak baru belajar. tolong lah fahami. 

one more thing. my policy in class is that once i stepped inside the class, i am not the hp anymore. 

i am plain student who need to learn new things. 

so please. jangan lah suruh saya ubah personaliti saya kat dalam kelas jugak. 

korang semua nak saya mati tertekan ke? 

BOLEH TAK KORANG BACA ESEI ENGLISH SAYA! DAH 2 KARANGAN DAH ORANG NGADU PASAL TERTEKAN. PERNAH TAU APA TOPIC YANG SAYA AMIK UNTUK ORAL BI SAYA? 

tajuk dia is : KNOWING ME, MY STRESS. 

awesome kan?

:)

i can take any critics and comments esp from people who i respect. 

so please. teach me as much as you can but not like that. not through complaining about me to other peeps and expect them to explain it to me. 

last and not least. sorry if i have done anything that made any of you lot to feel i 'tak layak' . 

i will try to improve myself in the future. 

thank you.