byee~ :D

:D

thank god, he agreed and we both went separate ways. 

but he said something about i might be meeting him again in the future 

and thus he asked. "if you see me again, will we be together once more?"

i smiled and gave him a small hug. "maybe. just maybe." 

anyhoo~ 

just like the prologue.. I HAVE BROKE UP WITH MY STRESS.

XD

seriously, i'm happy now. 

like real. i am okay, and she is okay, another her is also okay, my bros are okay, my someones are also okay...so yeah. i'm okay too.

well, i'm better than before. 

the depressing thoughts? hah, almost gone now so my junior and classmates dont have to worry anymore kayy~ i wont come to your faces and screamed. I AM DEPRESSED!  anymore.

haha..

loneliness? heh, its still here though. but hey...i have my sister kan? my bros pun dah nak balik. My chinta hati and babyboo adaa, someones saya pun ada~ dorang tak pergi mana mana pun..:D

oh yeah, talkin about my sister. do you know how much i love it when she came to me just when i settled in my bed. i love it when she decided to just hop up and threw herself SMACK right beside me. i love it when i was busy doing my homework, she would come into my room and lay down right on top of my feet.  i love it when i was holding her in my arms, she would eventually let her head fall back and rest on my hands with eyes closed.  the same thing when she sleeps in my palm at nights.

things like this made me feel like she trust me. somehow, it made me feel like she's saying iloveyou to me.

and yeah, these were the things that made me love her more than ever. 

yes. my sister is my cat. but she is my everything. she has been by my side since i was in preschool and still havent leave me yet. alhamdulillah, cause i dont know how will i face this world without her greeting me everyday, bidding me goodnight every night, soothes me down when i'm restless and listens to my problems every time. most of the time my sister doesnt talk much. only when she;s hungry and annoyed or needed something but she understands me. and somehow, i think i understand her too. one thing for sure her face happier than the cat next door. 

:D

iloveyou,adik*. 

:p

**nick name baru. haha, harapan nak panggil dia adik masa dulu. :P

jangan pergi mana mana tau. kalau yunni takda siapa nak teman qila?

siapa nak duduk teman ibu masak kat dapur kalau qila kat sekolah?

jangan pergi lagi k. love you, sayang.