time heals.

you know, i woke up this morning and decided that i am feeling awesome!
i felt better today. i had a smile on my face the moment i woke up and i feel content. oh. that text of yours.
:) thats nice. thanks.

i though wow. IM BEING ME AGAIN!
i mean, that happy feeling has been gone since two weeks ago and was replaced by some lame sappy sad emotion.
i felt like, dang, i've moved on.
:)

i heard her voice yesterday. FINALLY! oh oh oh! tau tak, kat phone qila nama awak ape? CHINTA HATI:P haha, yes. with ":p" hee~ rest elok elok. I'M COUNTING ON YOU MR ARMS! JAGA KAKAK SAYA ELOK ELOK!! KALAU anything happen to anak buah saya plus mama dia, OH MY BIG BANG. prepare for your CRUCIO CURSE WIEH!!
XD jangan stress2, not good for da babyyy~~ :DD doa bebanyak k. insyaAllah, semua selamat.

i has been solid two weeks filled with sadness and useless moping.
to my classmate, aina and my bestie, shikin. qila sorry cause i've been acting like a zombie these days. its not easy doing the things i dont want to do. but to bothof you, thank you loads.
aina, thanks for listening and caring. thanks for asking that wednesday. thanks for saying. "stay strong qila, i know you are. "
thanks:)

shikin, haaa....hang tak payah cite lah kan? thanks cause jadi doktor pakar sakit jiwa qila. thanks cause always support qila, thanks cause rasa sakit hati untuk qila. haaha.. thanks sebab angkat phone malam malam buta, thanks sebab tahan dengan perangai qila, thanks utk semua k.

but i think i'm gettin better now. i'm smiling again. a real smile this time.
:) and maybe, this monday, the class will be filled with my screams and laughter again. maybe.
i am ready to step into that bookstore again. im ready to watch the freaking movies at tgv again.

I figured that its useless to be sad or angry at the things that wasnt mine.
i've made my decision and i'm happy i've done it.

i did take my time to be sad about what i did. i did cry my heart out cause honestly i dont want that to happen. but thats enough.
two weeks is more than enough.
i wished i am as strong as you. but bak kata shikin. "kau ni..! luar je taguh, kat dalam rapuh! "
LOL.
im just sorry that my friends have to bare withmy messed up personality.

well, MY PAPER HEARTS PROJECT IS DONE! 101 plus minus a few that drop across my room my kitchen, my class or maybe at my tuition center. keke
might start PAPER STARS PROJECT later, but oh well. we'll see how things goes.
:)

nothing else to tell.just this.

I AM READY TO START A NEW FRESH WEEK.
READY TO COME BACK WITH FULL CONCENTRATION,
READY TO FORGIVE AND FORGET,
READY TO HAVE A NEW START.


ENOUGH OF ZOMBIEING
ENOUGH OF BEING THE SAD AQILAH.
ENOUGH OF BEING DISTURBED WITH 'PRETTY' IMAGES. 


I AM BACK PEOPLE!
NUR AQILAH IS BACK AND READY TO CRAM HER HEAD FOR THE UPCOMING TEST
READY TO LET GO OF THE PAST AND START ENJOYING THE PRESENT


SO HEADS UP PEOPLE,
DONT MESS WITH MY WEEK,
DONT MESS WITH MY DAY
AND PLEASE just please dont ruin my perfect day.


thanks. 
i know you love me.
:D