Wednesday, June 22, 2011

tak payah baca. tak penting langsung.

tak penat ke?
hari hari macam ni?


entah lah. 
sekarang emotions semua dah kering~
penat lah nak ber-perasaan ni semua.
jadi heartless person je tak boleh?


bukan kau mmg heartless ke?
hari hari macam ni....grr..penat tahu?

ada orang tanya, tak kesah ke kalau orang dok berkepit 24/7 dengan dia
seriously..
buat masa sekarang. 
dah macam malas gila nak kesah pasal tu semua.
nak jalan tu jalan lah.
nak lepak tu lepak je lah.
nak makan sesama tu pergii lah
penat nak kesah.

rasa macam buang masa pun ada jugak.
besides, saya bukan nya budak 3tahun selalu kena ada baby sitter. dia pun dah besar panjang.
mak bapak dia pun tak melekat macam tu.



and stop looking at me as if i had done a huge crime and crap.
i dont get it why are you making such a big deal about this. 
kalau nak sangat kat dia then amik lah.
tengok best sangat ke tak?
try lah.

like seriously.. its nice. but its different. 
face it. 
first come first served yaw.



sekarang rasa macam dah tak kesah langsung.
rasa macam kawan.
plain kawan.
and yeah...kalau forbidden thing tu tak da, do you think everything will be different?
better? or worst?

but for now, i feel just fine. cuma kalau tak de bende tu, maybe takkan terasa sangat kot. 
kalau kita tak macam sekarang macam mana? kalau kita macam dulu how lah? 

my mind works in a way that no one could understand.
its so twisted, till sometimes, i cant figure out myself.
i dont have the addiction to make everything go perfect.
i can easily ignore useless and unwanted things but sometimes, i tend to make such a big fuss over the tiniest matter but that my readers...
only involved with my emotions or the person or things that i super duper love..

i am a person who cherish a relationship.
and ussually i would stick only to one.

one
petsis
one
bestfriend
and
one
boyband.

i just dont get it how people manage to split their love into three person(ormore) in one category.
*ehemehemKPOPguysehem*
:p




dah dah. tu je luahan hati kali ni. 
sumpah penat.
penat dengan SEMUA.
KALAU KITA KAWAN JE BALIK BOLEH TAK?!
APE BEZA!?
ARGH!
sorok sana sorok sini.

RIMAS LAH. 
orang bercakap sana..berbisik sini.
MENYAMPAH LAH.
orang tengok sana..jeling sini.
BENCI LAH!

>.<

filled with zero emotions,
NUR AQILAH. 


ye saya jahat. saya seorang je kan? 
ye saya teruk. saya seorang jugak kan?
ye maybe saya pencuri tapi
pernah fikir pasal diri sendiri? bukan lebih kurang ke?

and SAYA RINDU BESTFRIEND SAYA!
GET WELL SOON!!
BALIK NANTI SAYA PERLUKAN HUG ANDA!
LIKE SERIOUSLY..dah nak K.O tanpa anda di sisi. 
:(

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