Wednesday, March 9, 2011

ntah.. tak tau ape na tulis as tittle. lol!

hey bloggers and readers...

:)

hee...tadi dapat sorang lagi follower!

hee....CIK PIKA! THANKS!!

^_^


anywayy....since tomoz i'm not going to school...

HELL YEAH I'M ON-LINING AND UPDATING MY BLOG!
hee....im not suppose to touch my computer except during weekends remember?
hhehe...

well, nothing much happen this week. we dont study much. but uhh...i just realized that i have quite a lot of enemies huh?
i mean...students and some prefects. 

ohh i dont know how i should react to this. i mean...am i suppose to be sad? angry? or disappointed?

seriously, i dont get those IDIOT FCUKING ARSEHOLES peeps who dont know how to be face to face.
i mean, dah kalau tak puas hati nape tak bgtau face to face je? perlu kutuk belakang2? i mean...perlu ke jerit what-ever-you-guys-was-jerit-ing everytime i jalan depan you?
haisshh...

but what to do lah kan? COWARDS. 
penakut gila tahap TOOT
..

but like i said before lah kan.. HATERS CAN GO TO FUCKING HELL. like i ever care. dude, i've face tons of peeps in my 16 years of living in this world and hello, hate me if you want..next year all of you haters will be gone and I WILL RULL THE SCHOOL. SO YEAH, SUCK IT IN FUCKERS!



fuhh....gosh. that felt SUPER DUPER AWESOME!

sorry yea readers. tak bermaksud untuk meng-type bahasa yang kurang elok but uhh....tak dapat control jari lah..

mianhae.



so moving on. malas nak stick to silly stories of people who doesnt have their own life..BLUEK!


emm....aritu pergi tuition. MATH, ADDMATH, BIO, and PHYSICS

WALAOWIEHH! giler bangga dapat jawab soalan! haha...i mean time physics and addmaths  tu...sir bgi lah latihan kan...
so qila n alia, *muar friend* buat...buat punya buat...semangat giler lah kan..haha....and bile dah buat...check ngan alia...tgk2 jawapan qila lain..alia punya lain...so, tgk alia pny jalan kira...and i was llike 

"eh, ni nape tak tmbh square?"
"ni bukan tambah lah...darab!"
"you salah tekan kot.."

and pls alia check semua balik....WE GOT THE SAME ANSWERS and jawapan kat SIR PUN SAMA!!!

GILER BAPAK BANGGA!!!

pergh..i mean c' mon lah! ADDMATHS AND PHYSICS TU!!

haha.....first time boleh buat!

mmg PERGH LAH! hahahaXD

sakai kejap. LOL.

tu je lah nak cite nye...now, i can bernafas sikit. dah boleh buat soalan bagai kan...hee..but tak boleh relax sangat! banyak lagi kne blajar kan? hee..~ just doakan me aite!!

^_^

uhh...haha COMEL! 

okay..i kenal this one girl kan...she's super duper cute! of course she have her own name but haha..i called her COMEL. dah mmg dia comel kan? dia pun tak kesah...so yeah...i like her too.
the apple of my eyes.. ^_^

jiha sekarang dah busy. hhuhu....biasa lah kan..form 3. XD
tak nak lah kacau dia. 
kan kan kan?

hmm...

rishka jugak.
same goes to tsara.

ish...tu lah...haha..sume form 3 . nak buat camne kan? tak mau distract dorang so yeah...kena lah duduk jauh2 kan?
hmm... *sigh*

as for my oneshots...
goshh! another MAJOR DISAPPOINTMENT...

i cant compose even simple oneshot anymore. my head are filled with stuff like lipids, protiens, accelerations, displacements.. AND WHOLE LOT OF OTHER THINGS!

its rather DEPRESSING YOU KNOW! for  unable to express myself in the form of stories and oneshots!
its just sad and depressing. it is. 

ohh well. i guess i have to face it. maybe its time for me to let go of my passion for writing but what if im not ready for it. how am i suppose to let go? how am i suppose to forget the feelings of people/readers crying, smiling and laughing at my stories and their COMMENTS AND REVIEWS!! omo! AHHH....i cant help but to feel happy myself.. 
so yeah..i dont know what to do now. hmm...

and ohh! tadi teacher asked for our ambition. dia bg name list and suro tulis, and biloa sampai turn qila, i was like...
" err.....perlu ke? uhh.....emm...aaa....ish!"

haha

memahami tak? remember my old post? the one that i told you peeps not to ask me what my ambition is? yeah that....ARGHH! i tak tau what is my ambition! i cant decide it yet!

i'm still confused whether to choose MY PASSION, WRITING or go for something more stable like idk, doctor or something. 

gahh! im stressed out again. 

well, im done. i dont feel well today. dont know why. 
and i wont go to school tomoz. i told you guys before kan? emm..have appoinment kat hospital. hee~

thats it for today.
take care guys.
lurve ya loads.
 : )




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