i'm here. at home. i skipped school today. mom wasnt really pleased with it though. dad too. haishh...but hey..what can i do. I NEED A BREAK FROM ALL THAT CHAOS AND STRESS.
i need to change my mind and re think about everything. i'm not physically tired from all the job yesterday..i was simply mentally tired and stressed. the teachers didnt like you know...force us to do things. its the responsibility that i THINK I'M RESPONSIBLE OF THAT STRESSED ME OUT. not my studies or anything. so yeah...i need today to rethink about everything. to change my way of seeing things and to tell myself that i cannot change people and i am certainly not their boss. to let myself breath. to let myself take in the fact that i shouldnt try that hard until it became a burden to myself. to learn from what happen yesterday and never repeat it again.
just wish you could understand that.
emm...so okayy....miss najihah requested something. lol.
but before that, CIK NAJIHAH, saya minta maaf diatas typing error saya. masa agak suntuk dan saya agak terburu2 ketika menaip entry yang lepas jadi, tertinggal lah satu huruf. "thousand apologies from me"
:D
anyway, akak mmg na update full pasal entry yang lepas tapi hari jumaat nanti.. namun, memandangkan cik najihah dah request....dan akk mmg dah pun online...so nah. amik. haha..
okay...so first about my meeting with this AWESOME girl, NAJIHAH SYAZNI @ HEECHUL....
READERS YANG LAIN BOLEH STOP. THIS ONE IS FOR JIHA. bukan utk korang yang lain. dah dah...pegi jauh2. XD
CHEESINESS ALERT! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. BOLEH STOP KAT SINI. KALAU MUNTAH DARAH SAYA TIDAK BERTANGGUNGJAWAB OKAYY...
STOPP LAHH
FINEE~ baca di atas risiko sendiri k.
the first thing that i like bout her is that SHE'S FUNNY! AND CUTE!!!
and i'm not just saying bout her physical appearance im talking about the way she talks and all. its like aegio. and yeah..i have a thing with people like that.
and her jokes. or sometimes, just the way she talks always made me laugh. somehow. i mean, she's carefree and when i;m around her,i dont have to think about other things like "ohhh susah ahh add maths arini" *like i did with my classmates.*
or " eh, duty tadi cam ne? leader okay tak?" *like i always did whenever i talk with my fellow prefects.*
with her, i felt like i'm not burdened with things that i need to face everyday. eventhough i do think she's weird sometimes. HAHA. but she's random and sometimes, i felt comfortable just being around her even if we didnt talk that much. even if we are surrounded with silence.
and yeah. i do like her. a lot. *PENGAKUAN BERANI MATI NI! bahaya!!! LOL. jk.*
she's one of the new people that i meet last year but only clicked this year. and yeah.. i am looking forward to know her better.
thats it. end of the story....for now. :)
ps: CIK NAJIHAH, harap akk dah menjawab request adik. emm...sorry tak panjang. and sorry explanation akk akk tak cakap direct. i mean...akk tak letak " awak, adik " ect...
akk err....tak reti. heehe...emm..yeahhhh......
YOU ARE AWESOME LIKE THAT!! AND I like~~ heee
ps: I miss you. and you. i need you. both of you. :(
*xde kena mengena ngan entry ini. About orang lain.*
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