its not easy but i'm done. i'm done "bertepuk sebelah tangan"
haha..its my fault really, not yours and i dont blame you.
still, i feel slightly disappointed though. i was expecting you to be real friendly now but i guess i was wrong. (not that you're not friendly before) you barely smile and i'm tired of it.
everytime we meet, it me who keep saying hi. i know it sounded really childish but all of this means alot to me.
i understand that maybe you're having a bad day but really, i'm sure its not everyday right?
*sigh*
so, i wanna be clear here.from now on...
- i wont put my hopes on you EVER again(haha)
- i wont come to school every morning and expect you to say hi to me.
- i will stop looking for you everyday.
- i will stop online-ing my facebook account ALL DAY just to wait for you to log in aswell( which never happens)
- i will stop thinking about you.
no matter what, i will do it. besides, i have all my friends to help me..plus kak azhwanie..hehe
and about your sis, kak syafinas, i think she's pretty cool. but maybe i'll stay away from her as well. hehe
huh...that all i guess. i'm not suppose to update my blog but boo-hoo..rules are made to be broken right? bhahaha~
and emm...i'll post a rap i wrote for kak yanie and kak syafinas soon..i wrote the rap myself you know..!*sooo excited*
it sounded like some seloka but actually its a rap..bhahah~
shikin, farah and sakinah love it and the rest of my friends havent heard it yet..but i hope when you read it..you'll simply laugh k. no 'ambil hati' whatsoever k.
=)
alrighty, i should stop here. need to study. pmr is getting nearer..@.@
bye...saranghaeyo. thanx 4 reading.xD
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