Wednesday, April 28, 2010

moving on.

moving on. that is exactly what i'm doing right now.

its not easy but i'm done. i'm done "bertepuk sebelah tangan"

haha..its my fault really, not yours and i dont blame you.

still, i feel slightly disappointed though. i was expecting you to be real friendly now but i guess i was wrong. (not that you're not friendly before) you barely smile and i'm tired of it.

everytime we meet, it me who keep saying hi. i know it sounded really childish but all of this means alot to me.

i understand that maybe you're having a bad day but really, i'm sure its not everyday right?
*sigh*
so, i wanna be clear here.from now on...
  • i wont put my hopes on you EVER again(haha)
  • i wont come to school every morning and expect you to say hi to me.
  • i will stop looking for you everyday.
  • i will stop online-ing my facebook account ALL DAY just to wait for you to log in aswell( which never happens)
  • i will stop thinking about you.
*sigh again* okay maybe it will be slightly hard for me to do point nunber 3 and 5 but trust me, I WILL DO IT!
no matter what, i will do it. besides, i have all my friends to help me..plus kak azhwanie..hehe

and about your sis, kak syafinas, i think she's pretty cool. but maybe i'll stay away from her as well. hehe

huh...that all i guess. i'm not suppose to update my blog but boo-hoo..rules are made to be broken right? bhahaha~

and emm...i'll post a rap i wrote for kak yanie and kak syafinas soon..i wrote the rap myself you know..!*sooo excited*
it sounded like some seloka but actually its a rap..bhahah~
shikin, farah and sakinah love it and the rest of my friends havent heard it yet..but i hope when you read it..you'll simply laugh k. no 'ambil hati' whatsoever k.
=)
alrighty, i should stop here. need to study. pmr is getting nearer..@.@
bye...saranghaeyo. thanx 4 reading.xD



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