hahaha~~

okayyy...
hahaha~~

after one sick full week, i finally have the energy to creep over to my lappy and switch it on..
HEHE..and now i'm felling seriouslly, insanely hyper.!!!!!!!

finally i dont have to wake up with major headache every morning. but the flu and cough however is still here..but i'm getting better though..=D

so, eventhough i'm kinda sick on monday, i still work my butt up to go to school eventhough my mum told me not to. i manage to convince her that i'm preety okay and finally the next morning she agrees.
hehe..

so, on monday, i bravely yet cowardly go and face kak yanie. (yes, i'm calling her by her real name now. no more initials for her and everyone..=p)
grr...it went smother than last friday but still shakey. my hand was so cold that morning and my flu doesnt help either..hmph..but still...i manage to speak. haha the funny part was i kinda drag kak yanie all around the tarmac five times!
you see, i wanted to sit down but then theres no private place for us so we simply stand there la but then i cant sit still if we're standing so i insisted kak yanie to walk with me.. and since my explanation was sooo long, we walked sort of 5 times. but kak yanie's cool though. she said shes fine eventhough kena heret kat tarmac 5 kali.lol.

so, i spill everything..but i'm not sure if she's actually really get everything coz at certain parts i sort of babbling like crazy person..haha..but really it was fun. eventhough it was kinda awkward but we did laugh together a lil.
kak yanie really is a friendly person..=)
emm..however, i am slightly, i mean VERY sad.
starting from last monday, as soon as i finish talking to kak yanie, i can no longer like her.haha
not that kind of like, its the petsis kind of like.
its a long story but i made a promise to myself. i will step back from kak yanie and kak shafinas..hmmm...*sigh*

i'm trying to stop looking at kak yanie every morning and smile everytime i catch her eye.
and my friends/ classmates are really supporting me.
they will sort of hit me everytime they cought me talking bout kak yanie..haha..it was my idea though but still thanks! helps me alot!
XD

err...oh yeahhh~~ although i'm sad bout kak yanie but i'm following shikin's advice. I SHALL LIKE EVERY KAKAK THAT I LIKE. hehehehe
get it? i mean , if when i saw this one kakak and i think she's cute or something like that. i will go "oh hye kakak! sayang kakak!" or maybe "hai kakak! sihat?"
it was shikin's idea. i asked her "cam ne na lupekan kak yanie? " and she tell me that idea..
and ohhh!!!!! yesterday kannn...i SAW THIS ONE KAKAK that looked SEBIJIK LIKE KAK YANIE!!!!!!!! hahaha!!!! happy gler..!! lol..
shikin kate kakak tu xde gaye pown but in my eyes, she looked just like kak yanie and i lyke it!
haha..

k la...da penat da...ubatt xmkn agii..nthen na g tdo.
nite nite!
thanx 4 reading.
saranghaeyo~~~
=D
ps:i'm crazy bout big bang. thay roxx!!!