give up?? NO WAY!

today was fun. my friends and i have organised some permainan tradisional for sivik. and it was awesome.!
minus da lack of cooperation given from some people but overall. everything was smooth.~

but......however, i've received some bad news..

some1 else liked kak y and another thing is about her petsis. kak s.
she come to me while i was eating and talk to me.
she said something which is private~ but it sounded like she doesnt like the fact that i liked kak y.

i only have one thing to say to her tho.

kak s, i'm soo sorry. but i wont give up. i know what you said earlier was different but i get what you mean deep inside.
you dont want anyone else to emm kak y away from you rite?
huh...kak, im truly sorry. i know you've known kak y since you're f1/2 rite? but still i'm sorry. i wont give up.
i've waited too long and worked too hard to give up on kak y now.
i wont give up nomatter what you said.
i will still ask that one question before she leaves args.
mian hae..
but face it your sis a popular sunbae. what do u expect.?
seriously, me myself juz find out that theres another like two person that like kak y as well. dont you think you should be more open?
but its okay..i mean i'm sorry. i shouldnt say that.
but try think about it once in a while.
=)

k laa..i dont know if anyone will even read this but i really got to get this off my chest.
i actually sad/cried about this lol.
i know, i'm soo sick rite?
hmph...~
alright..signing off here..
bye2...anyeong....~
xD*fake smile.i'm really crushing inside.*